I conclude that my weekend is stolen away from me again. for the whole day of sat i gotta do GP project and on sunday its econs project. i get stressed up whenever i hear the word "project". something's wrong with me since yesterday. i keep feeling short-tempered and gets really irritated easily. i really have no idea why i am behaving like that. hope this "moody-me" gets away soon.
now the the nice part this week. syf is finally over. we got a silver and i think its good. *claps claps* really good. all i remember is that on tues my hands felt as if it was 0 degrees celcius. halfaway thru playing my fingers got stuck and luckily i usually practise with 2 alternative fingers just in case one finger is in a "bad-mood". so i swapped playing methods halfway cause maybe i was too scared and my finger ps me? after seeing other schools played i tot we would get a bronze. i was prepared for it in fact. ok..maybe we really scared ourselves too much. maybe we are really good. wateva, its over and the results out. so just enjoy the feeling of getting a silver. *my blistered finger is really rough now. i hate it. its does not feel like a finger anymore. * *wails*
today's is friday. i conclude that i my academic results is in a mess. i failed EVERY test since term 2 started. i haven seen a test paper which i actually passed. i think it will not come for a long long time. all is see is that my mark is 1/4 of the full marks. pathetic. and last night i dreamt that i failed more tests. y is jc life so hard? i am drowning. i still cant believe i failed everything.
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