Tuesday, June 14, 2005



GOSH... i am super tempted to have a chance to return Andy’s serve, the fastest serve in the world. it can be purchased for $100 that includes three chances. SAD. i know its mission impossible. 0%.


sometimes i really wonder what i want in life. i know the ending is just as impt as the process. we need experiences and exposures to grow and learn. maybe i am just some freaking ass who doesnt dare to even try it out, and i am too afraid to lose. people tell me experiences are good, but how much is it good? even if experiences do hurt? i dun understand myself. i do not know if i wanted it or not. hint and then regret. even the freaking mosquito is irritating me now. argh. i am at loss. or maybe i shld just still to my aim and stop seekin pain although what comes before the pain can be memorable. maybe maybe maybe... now i know whats the difference between a heart and a brain.


Ange
10:59 pm