*[[if u can dream it, u can do it]]*

finally the week is over, almost. it was a long week indeed. time seems to pass so slowly for me. dunno y. and strange things are happening to me i realise. and also very scary. firstly, i just realised there is a small ball-like feeling thingy growing under my arm. omg... its damn scary. it just poped out of nowhere. no signs of redness. just poping out and its painful. i know its not a pimple. so i hope it just go away after some time. and my throat is damn itchy suddenly. i keep clearing my throat every 10 secs and its getting worse.

i am so scared and worried for tmr. its now or never, get-it-or-u-die thing. i have to do it and pray that nothing happens. but i know its not gonna be a simple thing. knowing someone can be bad and good. esp when some things are better not knowing. watever, i know i will be fine. i will do my best and prove it to myself and u 2. omg, i shall not think abt it anymore. maybe something nice will come out of it.

new discovery, NaOH turns nails yellow and more transparent. at least its based on experiment on my nail. so sleepy now. i gtg get some water or medicine or watever i can find and swallow it. my throat is so uncomfortable i feel like removing it.

I NEED TO SEE SOME LIGHT. I NEED HOPE AND FAITH AND CERTAINTY. nvm, no one knows wat i am tallking abt. its just me feeling a little mixed up today.

Ange
4:43 pm