Saturday, September 17, 2005



After yesterday, i finally knew how much i meant to a few people. u might not be near me i.e. distant, but at least i knew i was on ur mind. a pity u are far away from me, or i will feel happy everyday just looking at u. distance makes the heart grow fonder. =) no lovey-dovey, no make-ur-hair-stand words but at least then meant something. those were just simple words of hello how are u kind but at least there are no evil intentions of hurting me. thks for always being there. u might not know i am writing about u but i am cause ur words were comfort to what i got yesterday. thks u for letting me know i am someone who is important. someone u believed and trusted in.
i feel so upset right now seriously after what happened. am i really like that in ur eyes? the way u said it, more than just a misunderstanding. i dun know how i am gonna face u right now. sry if i ever made u think i was such a person but still ur words do hurt. such a simple phrase, i never expected it to be so painful. to think i changed my mind about u, wanna know u a bit more, wanna be closer to u but yet u do such a thing at such a time. if u feel that i am ignoring u, give me some time. but u better do something about it or i am gonna block u forever. i hope u know what u said had an impact on me. if u dun know, it means that i mean nothing to u, if u know, dun pretend. some things are meant to be said no matter how hard it is to get it off ur lips. i am not gonna say anything.


Ange
4:17 pm