Thursday, October 27, 2005



Finally have time for myself today. went home and ate a LOT. i feel so guilty for once. watever, the food is deliciously tempting. then i slept. so time for myself means sleeping. great. Downloaded a few andy roddick videos today and i think hes real cool. hahas...i am still and forever will be so in love with him. i think he looks real cute 2 years ago. now with the occasional beard and all that stuff, i hate to say that but he looks shitty. i hate guys with beard for one reason or another.
i feel like eating sashimi laaaaaa....i am like thinking of it every second. it has taken up part of my life, and my imagination, my thoughts and everything nice. i am seriously tempted by it. ahhh...i have to think of a way to satisfy my needs. reminds me of retarded econs suddenly. to actually think that i used to like it, now that its disgusting cause my essay mark look more like some number than a mark. gosh, shut up and stop reminding myself that i suck at essays.
i cant wait for everything to be over. i wanna get out of this freaking place for once. time sure passes fast with some wonderful memories, but there are also freaking ones that made my life so miserable i wanna kill myself. now that its over, i am glad, but still i need a break. actually my break never seems to end. i am becoming a slacker.everyday play play play, tv tv tv, internet, internet internet. walau..my dvd player so poor thinggg.. used it like everyday to rec, watch, play, and press all sorts of buttons.
i cant wait for hols to come but at the same time i dun wan it to come so soon. wth my mind is filled with negative thoughts right now, maybe its becos of my cravings. ever since promos i get a lot of food cravings. eg hand-made noodles, char kuey tiao, chilli, coke, cake, chocolates bla bla bla and now sashimi...
i am missing someone, and i really hope we will meet up soon since the hols are almost here. i shall plan something wonderful... =) but that will be like one mth later.
ok i wanna watch videos nowwww... tata!


Ange
9:40 pm