"The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing, never say a word, and then walk away feeling it was the best conversation you've ever had."sometimes silence is benefical, sometimes you jus wanna feel the presence of someone. this week has been a really tiring week for me mentally. dealings with all the negatives in my mind, i need someone by my side. really by my side. i dun wanna say a single thing, i want that someone to listen to my speechless complain. you know u feel totally depressed when u dun feel like opening ur mouth at all. yet can anyone understand my pain? the feeling of battling that war inside u sucks a hell lot. sometimes i wanna cry, but i do not dare to cause i know once i start i take a long time to stop. its hard to find a perfect person that understand u totally, for it is almost an impossible task. but how i wish that the person existed. i will learn, i will pick up the courage to face up to everything, and to put up a brave front. but how often do i really smile when deep inside i jus wanna hide in a corner and stone and run away from reality. i wanna create a whole new world inside me. i wanna learn and grow up to face the harsh challenges in life, the pains of a being a human and the trials and tribulations God has for me. and i know I WILL. no matter how dark earth is at night, the sun will still come up and brightness will shine upon grasslands.a knight that rides tall to face the war is a king of warsi hope tmr will be a smooth day...
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