finally the prelims are over. i hope it stays like this forever. i dun wanna go back to yesterday nor fast forward to tmr. right now i am gonna savour the moment of being very free and happy and not think abt how badly i did my papers. its kinda upseting cause i feel as if i will never every be ready for A levels. sucks. 2 yrs ago i actually tot O levels is the worst thing on earth and A levels will be much easier cause u only have 3 subjects to study. how wrong! with 3 subjects, i am trying hard not to fail instead of doin well.
i suddenly tot of this during econs paper today which i decide to note it down here
notice how amazing it is
in kindergarten,there is never a thing called homework. i barely remember that it existed. who knows what the hell tests and exams are. the only thing that gives me stress is spelling!
in pri sch... i strive to get all Band 1s...chinese i even got to a 99/100 and scores are all in the 80s..when i reached upper pri i jus wished everything was an A and that i can do well is the "horrible and scary" thing called PSLE(compared to now..wat is so scary abt it??)
in lower sec..i jus aimed for as many A1s as possible and everything is quite a brezze..according to my report book..A1s look pretty easy to get
in upper sec..stress..O levels..also aiming for A1s but this time there are a few C6s and Bs...cant help it if i am a straight As student i wouldnt be where i am
THEN in JC...HELL started from JC1 midyrs, everything fail!..then u think promos got some hope so chiong for a while..luckily can make it then u think JC2 hopefully is ok..
then u realise everything is fail. u get so happy jus to pass. when did my life become so pathetic???
notice how the drastic changes over the yrs..
anyways..i am still having sore eye..its not red but damn itchy i feel like taking out my eye to scratch! so now i am stuck to dropping antibiotics into my eye again...
enough of the bad things..i am gonna jus enjoy myself. Devil wears prata( oops PRADA) is not a bad show to watch after exams..now i am gonna indulge myself in dvds..yeah!
Ange
7:32 pm
