i am hoping for a miracle... and its all ur fault i feel so fucking vexed all the time
i wan to do something that i wan, not because u want it and therefore i must do it!
u are selfish, i am also selfish, but y am i always the one giving in??
i serious hate u i hope i have nothing to do with u anymore.
but i dun really have a choice now, and thats y i am hoping for a miracle.
please God, show me that i have something bright ahead
what i dreamt is scaring me like shit somehow
i know my life, the fate i am destined to have
and i am so helpless watchin it coming true right in front of my eyes and i cant do anything about it
i feel terrible inside, i am like the fruit blender
mixed up and disgusted inside
but at the end, i am still hoping that the drink is nice
like how i know my fate is gonna be
but all i wan to know is, how longer do i have to continue blending before i can drink my efforts
right now, the seeds and ice and fruit skin is stucking the whole shit thing up
urgh.
i hope its gonna be better soon
i shall drink my ribena instead
Ange
7:04 pm
