@#%&*! at a time like this, the least thing i need is my neighbour to do a massive renovation!! its bad enough i cant study at home and i tend to slack the whole day and progress really slowly (like today when its the most crucial time), and now with the vibration and the ground shaking like nuts and the booming drilling. i am dead. dead meat. urgh.
its a weird feeling. i wan exams to be over fast and i at the same time dun wan it to come cause i am not prepared for it. life is a torture.
i cant help but think of the infinite things i am gonna do the moment i put down my pencil for the last paper of chem mcq. =) wow.
till then, i am jus gonna do what i can do.
i know people are aiming for As but seriously, i am not aiming for a single A. am i being realistic or having a severe lack of confidence at a time like this? i have no idea. maybe its best i dun pin such high hopes cause throughout my life, the higher i hope, the harder i fall and the more painful it is.
so now, is a CCC ok? or BCC. whatever. AAA =) (thats for sure self denial to a huge huge extent)
hmmm, i dunno when its the next time i am gonna blog. anyway i think nobody reads this. i jus feel better good talking to myself publicly??
Ange
7:33 pm
