my flu doesnt seem to be recovering and i am getting more phelgm. getting very fustrated with it and i am gonna finish my medicine soon. this flu bug is indeed irritating and powerful. go away flu, pls go away...my finance manager was nice to me today!! gave me one packet of ang pow. wow after working for more than one mth someone finally "notice" my "importance" and "existance". today at work was like any other day, except i have to behave like a loan shark and keep calling and calling the agent to give me my pay! so damn irritating la. always dun pay me money. hmm..i hope time will pass by as slow as possible because of you-know-what-must-not-be-mentioned. haiz. reflection...today it dawned onto me the purpose of life.it seems like when u are a student u study and study and study till u can no longer study. all these studying has only one aim- so that u can get a good job with a good pay.then.. when u are an adult...what do u do?? work work work work work everyday from 9 to 6 and even weekends..are humans really borned to work?? working is tiring, so is studying..now i know why so many pple wan to be tai tais.tai tais enjoy life everyday. all they have to do is to find a rich man. yeah as if that is easy. life is so complicated.so is it meaningful or not???anyway after more than one mth of working, i notice the diff between female vs male boss(in this case i am refering to my workplace).female boss being female plus boss(yeah obviously what the hell am i talking abt) tends to think that she is superior and great. therefore she behaves like god and even men have to be in her mercy. male boss on the other hand seems much more friendlier. female tend to potray a authoritative image of themselves in front of the collegues whereas males boss can smile and talk to their workers. female boss stare at me like i am an alien and that i look damn ugly whereas male boss says good morning to me everyday and smile at me. i even opened the door for him once. if i am the female boss, am i a successful one?? yes i am powerful and pple pamper me with LOTS of gifts on occasions like new yr, but on the other hand, people are secretly scared of talking to me because i am fierce and a perfectionist. besides work, i can talk to u abt nothing but work. have i achieved what i really wan to achieve. is this called a successful career?seems like men and women can never be equal cause if female have the power males have, they behave as if they are greater than males. then there is no equality this way. haiz. being a human is hard.
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