*[[if u can dream it, u can do it]]*

I jus did a free tickle test on what affects my subconcious mind and i must admit it is true. and the findings are interesting as well.
this is in order of what is affecting most: personal growth, financial, family, work, sex, friendships, health, love.

love is last. hahaha. means i am not ready to commit yet. becos there are no shuai ge in my life so far. pathetic but who cares, as proven, love is the last thing i need cause i am least bothered abt it.
the lesser the better for this test, lower means i worry less.

personal growth:
Worrying that you aren't doing a good enough job in the area of self-improvement. You may not have experienced any significant changes in a while, even though you might be trying.
Worrying that you're not doing your best. You might feel like life is stagnant or there are specific goals and dreams that you know you aren't making any progress in.
Worrying that you'll be betrayed. You might feel like you've undermined your chances for a better future through past actions or decisions, leaving you feeling like you've already betrayed yourself or your dreams.
Worrying that you'll be rejected. Striving for what you really want is scary because not everyone will be helpful or supportive along the way. Fear of rejection can make you overly self-protective, which, unchecked, can make it difficult to give yourself space and permission to grow.
Wishing you didn't make things so complicated. You might feel like your life is overly structured, and subconsciously you may wish you could try new things and be more flexible and creative.

omg, its either me trying to make it seem that the above is true, or , it is really true.

financial..yeah i need a new waredrobe remember???
family.. hmmm..it troubles me?!?!?! how come i dunno. maybe thats y called subconcious.
work..yeah work sucks like shit
sex...am i supposed to make any comments abt it??? no comments man..
friendship.. low is a good sign since it means i am satisfied.
health.. yeah i am young now so no need to worry. i more worry abt my fatness..
love..no love, never mind.

Ange
10:38 pm