Saturday, May 12, 2007



Ok theres something very wrong with my blogger account. all the icons lay vertical instead of horizontal.
i cant change the size, colour of the words, except my font. so now all i can blog are small grey words. someone tell me i am not the only one having this problem...

anyway its another long week. this week didnt really enjoy work, time seems to pass by slowly. i dunno why i cant wait to quit. then i get even more sian thinking i that i have 2 more mths to go. plus i am saving for a hol trip and now i have to work more to make up for my travel fees... =( to top it up, my letter has not arrived yet. all this adding up causes a bad week. i hope next week it gets better but i think it will not. maybe when june comes i wil be happier cause i can countdown to when i will quit by then. dun understand why sometime i like work, and sometimes i hate it so much i cant wait to quit the next day. i really wonder if i will miss the place when i really really leave. its like i hate sch sometimes a lot and when i can no longer go to sch, i miss sch. all the toilet trips and pic taking... i wish office becomes a sch for a day. i am like a totally diff person in sch and at work. at work its jus me keeping super quiet and trying to be nice on the phone. in sch i make a lot of noise disturbing pple and talking during class and i am never ever ever am gentle on the stupid phone cause no one calls. its jus lots of smses and msn.. anyway i still prefer studying la. work and office is a horrible place. maybe its jus my work scope and office conditions but from what i learnt so far, there are still horrible pple, work stress, office politics and gossips and scolding if u make a mistake. and to top it off, its 9 to 6 and even weekends. i know studying is also similar but at least i have friends in sch. at work, i got no friends. i only laugh to my comic books. damn pathetic. maybe next time when i really enter the workforce it will be better.. and i jus realised pple at work dun call me angeline, my name becomes recept. walau.. i have a name can!!!! calling me recept like its my name makes my work feel even worse cause i feel like a thing instead of a human.


Ange
11:13 pm